Everyone has demons. Everyone deals with them differently. Some people drink, some smoke, some do drugs. Still others have sex with strangers. Are those evils? Or warped coping mechanisms? If they’re warped, are they really a way to cope? Or just a way to provide momentary escape?
Is it necessarily a “demon”, or “evil” if it provides a form of escape-No matter how temporary? What is it that makes something “evil”? Something that huirts yourself? Or something that hurts others? If you knowingly do things that hurt yourself, does that make you evil?
If a form of escape hurts noone but the escapee, is it bad? Is it wrong to trade a break in the pain for a temporary escape? At what point does the escape become an addiction? A problem?
These are the questions that need asking ~That need answering. The questions I am afraid to ask, afraid to have answered. The possible answers scare me. Almost as much as the not knowing does.
