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Archive for June, 2008

Making up your own logic. I used to tell myself, and everyone else within earshot, who may or may not have been listening, that contrary to popular belief, I did not have a problem. I reasoned that I got up every morning, regardless of how much I had had to drink the night before and [...]

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72 Hours

72 Hours… That is how long it has been since I have had a drink. That is the longest I have been without a drink in I don’t even know how long. I feel better than I have in years. I feel refreshed, alive. Focused.
I also don’t feel bloated. Which is a strange feeling. I [...]

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Or, as I have decided to call it, rapid detox.
I had a very rare burger on Saturday. I have always eaten my red meat that way, and have never had a problem. I also met some friends out for some cocktails that night. So, when I woke up Sunday morning feeling ‘not quite right’, I [...]

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When I was 22 or 23, I had a nervous breakdown. I actually carved a slit in my left wrist with a regular old steak knife. I then walked very calmly into the living room and told my Mom to call 911.
I had gone out drinking the night before, and the guy I was dating [...]

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UGH… Mondays

I am such not a morning person. Especially on Mondays. Especially on Mondays when i have slept like crap the night before. I tried to go to bed at like 11 last night, and stayed partially awake until 3 or 4. Then I woke up at 5, and then again at 6. It was also [...]

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About Me…

Well, I think the tagline says it all. I am 28 years old and weigh 240 pounds. I am 5′51/2″ tall.
 
The three things I will write about are all related. Because of a depression I was wallowing in, I abused ~and at times still do~ alcohol. Which of course led to the weight gain. Which [...]

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